So much potential and technically it was a good year, and yet… it could’ve been so much more, 90% of the blame lies squarely at my feet though. You know when you sabotage yourself, like a typical Jeckyl and Hyde soap opera. Gotta find a way to believe in the ‘positiveness’ as a default, not as a temporary respite… but I dunno how! Frustrating as hell, and the facade is so tiresome. Not about being unhappy but when one sees the potential and it keeps languishing, one gets rather peeved!